Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Struggling

I tried for a while....lugged you to the library....read books....tried a tonne of things...switched on the PC for you so that you would be interested in the New York Met Museum.

Then I had my aha moment...you are four....I am trying to do what?

Right now, I wait for the next semester and really think about how involved I have been with the story of my life. It's the first time I'm teaching...so I was under pressure that way to get things done. Everything had an air of pressure behind it. The good thing now is that I am relieved. I know that teaching is a slow process- you don't have to breathe down someone's neck. You just have to be composed and believe in your methods with utter simple faith, the way you choose or not to believe in god.

So I will use my simple methods once again. With joy. With patience. Otherwise see that headache coming.

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